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Monday, 21 April 2008

  • Hello

    My year is winding down...and yet I feel so wound up inside.

    I am lost, or wandering in places that feel so aimless.  I want an aim.  I want a goal.

    I am tired of this blindfold.  I am tired of just the few pieces of this puzzle.  I want to stop guessing and I want to know.

    I trust God completely, and yet I find myself demanding He explain my future to me as if I need to proofread his points. 

Sunday, 02 March 2008

  • 6-Pack

    For some reason, I find myself thinking that after spending an hour on a treadmill, I should see immediate and stunning results.

    Like, jump on the treadmill, run a few miles, and then jump off with 6-pack abs and a tanned body.  I'm not sure exactly how I would be getting this tan, but I should be getting it none-the-less. 

    Somehow, that just never happens.

Friday, 29 February 2008

  • Eye of the Tiger

    I have discovered recently that music motivates me.  Specifically, the song 'Eye of the Tiger' is an inspiration.  I love this song.

    Maybe it's because I'm an Auburn grad and the song holds special meaning to me, maybe it's because I played it in the high school band too (even though our mascot was a rebel, not a tiger).  Either way, maybe both, this song touches me on a deep level.

    I was driving the other day, this song came up on my iPod, and I found myself speeding...by quite a bit. 

    I was walking on the treadmill today, and this song came up, and I picked up the pace... I broke my personal record for running.

    I love this song.  Nothing much else to say.  

Tuesday, 26 February 2008

  • Grades

    I have been spending much of the past few weeks either grading papers, or putting off grading papers.

    I actually don't mind grading at all, it's not that bad once you get used to writing on someone else's paper, and once you get past the fact that you are making large groups of people angry at you for no fault but their own...after that it's all a breeze.

    The hardest part of grading for me is actually getting started.  There sits about 100 papers all (I hope) thoughtfully written, and each paper represents at least a few hours of work (some a lot more and some a lot less).  Each paper represents a student's hope for a good grade...and every bad grade does hurt me to give.

    I truly do want my students to work hard and see good results, to push past the idea that college writing is just a requirement and there is nothing they can learn from it.  I honestly believe that, if they can overcome their own presumptions about college writing, that I can help them communicate better...not just write words, but convey thoughts and meaning better.

    I have to go, though, I have many more papers to grade, and when I go to class in a few minutes, I am taking up another set of papers.

Tuesday, 19 February 2008

  • Being Me Again

    There are times I hate being me...which I'm sure can be said of anyone at least once in life...and I guess this is mine.

    I see myself, as if I were watching an old familiar movie, yelling at the characters to not make the same mistakes that I know they will...they can't help it; their mistakes have been captured by a film strip and they cannot escape them...they must make the same stupid choices over and over again without reprieve.

    And then I see myself, I'm not captured within the frames of that film strip, but I still see myself making the same decisions over and over again as if I were hoping the world around me would change and I could just stay the same.

    Maybe I am just a slow learner.

    But here I go again, watching opportunities pass me by, hoping that this next time I will be suddenly different, suddenly able to handle the pressure or suddenly stronger.  I have not tried to change; I'm just hoping change will happen because tomorrow became today.

    Me and God got some talking to do on this one...I'm sick of re-runs.

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